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All thru' the day I me mine, I me mine, I me mine.
All thru' the night I me mine, I me mine, I me mine.
All thru' the night I me mine, I me mine, I me mine.
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Last night, the BBC criticized the UN's coordination of the humanitarian response to cholera outbreak in Haiti. I told my dad, that was my job. I am not a defensive person, I didn't take it personally (I am a small person in a big machine), I know we worked our asses off. I have my criticisms too.
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Now they're frightened of leaving it
Ev'ryone's weaving it,
Coming on strong all the time,
All thru' the day I me mine.
Ev'ryone's weaving it,
Coming on strong all the time,
All thru' the day I me mine.
I, I, Me, Me, Mine
I, I, Me, Me, Mine
I, I, Me, Me, Mine
I, I, Me, Me, Mine
I, I, Me, Me, Mine
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George was the genius. Taking us deftly from a sweet waltz to hard riffs and screaming, imposing his rock upon the listener.
Just to make his point.
It's his song.
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All I can hear I me mine, I me mine, I me mine.
Even those tears I me mine, I me mine, I me mine.
Even those tears I me mine, I me mine, I me mine.
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When I returned from Haiti, I sat in the Maimi airport thinking of how selfish everyone else in the world was. Wanting to see Haiti still on the news, more than the same false numbers updating on the CNN ticker. I wanted everyone around me to care. To know the lack of dignity that is cholera. The lack of shit pits. The lack of body bags. I wanted them all to care. And they didn't.
And I become a cliche bleeding heart aid worker who lost perspective. And I went from tears to giggles, regaining a little perspective upon my own selfishness.
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No-one's frightened of playing it
Ev'ryone's saying it,
Flowing more freely than wine,
All thru' your life I me mine.
Ev'ryone's saying it,
Flowing more freely than wine,
All thru' your life I me mine.
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My job in Haiti was coordination... meetings, meetings, meetings. Each person in each coordination meeting had their agenda. Their message. They become characters in a sitcom. Each had their role to play. The roles developed.
Rooms of strangers became strangely predictable.
Me too, just like everyone. I, sometimes deftly, sometimes clumsily, eventually sounded like a broken record.
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I, I, Me, Me, Mine
I, I, Me, Me, Mine
I, I, Me, Me, Mine
I, I, Me, Me, Mine
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And that is precisely why a perspective is useless, but perspective is invaluable.
Deep thoughts, T. I always enjoy hearing your perspective :-) What's up with this malaria bidniz I heard about? Are you OK? I'm worried about you!!
ReplyDeletethat post was probably written just as the malaria madness hit me. ha ha ha.
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